Friday, March 17, 2006
I feel like C-R-A-P.
I have no apologies for it because I do. I feel so damn sick.
My head feels like a fat woman just sat on it.
My forehead is pounding so hard, it's making my teeth hurt.
I want to stick my head down the toilet and flush it...and flush it...and flush it.
I can't breathe. I have "morning" sickness AND allergic rhinitis happening at the same time. And because of this, I sleep on my bed SITTING DOWN.
Acid has been running up and down my throat every 5 minutes.
I bet real crap feels much better getting flushed down than what I'm feeling.
So I won't pretend that I feel nice and cheerful because I am not.
And I don't want to hear anything about it being "normal" as being part of pregnancy because I know that and I'm not stupid.
And I don't expect people to understand that I can't feel like dying AND think about being nice and not hurting their feelings at the same time.
I will not pretend to NOT feel like a bitch, because I do.
If you think I am, then tough luck. I'm the one feeling bad.
This too shall end. Tomorrow will probably be better, and you guys won't have to bear reading more posts like this. If you don't have anything nice to say about this, I suggest you hold back from pressing the comments button. This is my blog so I will say what I feel.
But for now, this is me. This is how I feel.
And I'm having one helluvah CRAPTASTIC time.